I owe my life to Guru Tsu. I discovered his teachings when I was twelve. Before
my parents' divorce, I practically lived in the library. When I read the first
book, it was as if I could see for the first time. His words gave me comfort
when I needed it the most. It wasn't long before I sought out other followers of
Guru Tsu's Way. We'd meet once or twice a week to meditate, study his writings
and do enlightenment exercises. I was really good at "going to level," what we
called the deep meditation state. Glory, who had actually studied under Guru Tsu,
said I was really advanced for my age. She said that I had an "inner
illumination" that would make me a natural guide, but that I needed further,
deeper instruction. My heart leapt when she told me that I might be able to
learn at the feet of Guru Tsu himself. But I'd have to wait until I was older
and, until then, I'd have to follow the Way, especially the paths of purity and
chastity. As if she had to tell me! From that moment on I counted the days. It
was hard doing mundane things like going to school and doing chores, but I
ignored the hedonism of the other kids at school by meditating and studying the
Way. My mom, unable to control her own worldly urges, wasn't around much anyway,
so I had plenty of time to contemplate on the Way. The days became months, then
years. Many people came and left our cluster as their faith in the Way waxed and
waned, but I never wavered in my resolve. I devoutly followed the Way, and
finally my devotion was rewarded. I was called to join Guru Tsu at the Common!
When I boarded the private plane, it took every bit of my meditative control to
keep my excitement in check. Through the long flight, I tried to stay at level,
but my mind was awash in anticipation. Glory had cautioned me that even with all
my years of study and exercise, it could never compare with the experience of
studying under Guru Tsu himself. My being would be in a constant state of
wonderment, if not utter shock. I got my first surprise as I got off the plane
and saw that no one at the Common wore clothes. It really shouldn't have
surprised me. After all, matters of the spirit was the preoccupation here, not
physicality. Still, it took a bit of adjustment. I'd immersed myself in virtue
and purity practically my entire life, rejecting all thoughts of the flesh. It
was hard to see people, both women and, especially, men, displaying themselves
shamelessly without being reminded of my own carnal feelings. It was to be my
first lesson. I was greeted by a young woman who told me her name was Pearl and
she was to be my guide for the first few days until I became accustomed to my
new surroundings. She showed me to my room and said I could leave my clothes
there and she would show me the grounds. When I stood naked before her, I tried
not to be self-conscious, but she noticed it right away. "Don't worry," she
laughed. "Once you meet with Tsu, you'll get over it." As we wandered the
grounds while she pointed out the meditation temple, the dining halls and the
other areas, I couldn't help but notice that every man who crossed our path
seemed to be in a state of sexual arousal. I'd never seen a man naked before,
but I'd studied enough to know that guys weren't always erect like that. Then I
noticed that every woman there, including Pearl, were obviously sexually excited
as well, even the ones that were in various stages of pregnancy. Their thighs
were literally dripping with moistness. I suddenly recognized that for the first
time in my life I was filled with what I could only call a sensual lust. My
nipples, like every other woman in the Common, were thick and tight and I felt a
growing warmth between my legs. As if she could hear my innermost thoughts,
Pearl smiled and said, "Yes, one's first days at the Common can be confusing in
its joy, but Tsu will explain everything." We ate dinner in one of the small
halls. We sat with two other girls. Pearl introduced me to Undine. She was also
a guide. The girl with her had come to the Common the previous day. Pearl told
them I'd meet with Guru Tsu tomorrow. Undine told us the girl she was with would
be seeing him tomorrow, too. It was odd, but I didn't catch the name of Undine's
charge. "I'm so jealous of the two of you," Undine said. "I wish I could re-live
meeting Tsu for the first time. How wonderful the experience is!" The other new
girl didn't say much during dinner. She probably felt like me, a little shy and
a bit overwhelmed by all the newness. I could tell, though, that she was filled
with excitement. When we all finished eating and rose to leave, I couldn't help
but notice that her thighs were coated with a filmy fluid. Just like Undine's
and Pearl's. Just like mine. It turned out that Undine's ward had the room next
to mine, so the four of us walked back to the living quarters together. When we
got to my room, Undine said the two of them would see us at lunch the next day,
and then we'd go together to the yang reception ceremony. Then they both went
into the new girl's room. Pearl opened my door and we went in. I was exhausted
from all the excitement of the day and I sat on the bed, ready to collapse.
Pearl sat next to me and hugged me tightly. The feeling of her breasts pressed
upon mine only made the unusual desire within me burn deeper. When she kissed
me, our tongues met and I moaned slightly, a shiver travelling up my legs and
into my belly. Then she got up and went to the door, saying, "Sleep well. You've
got a demanding day tomorrow." I slipped into bed, shaking a bit from the
confusing feelings I was experiencing. The sheets, surprisingly, felt like satin
and, unaccustomed to sleeping in the nude, the material against my flesh only
increased the intensity of the embers I felt inside me trying to burst into an
inferno. For the first time in years I was tempted to touch myself, but I called
upon my meditation training, went to level and soon I was asleep. The next
morning, I was woken by a kiss. Pearl had brought me breakfast. As I ate, Pearl
outlined my day. First was a series of physical exercises to prepare my body for
the spiritual teachings that followed. Then, after I was physically cleansed and
ready, I would be brought to Guru Tsu for a series of personal instruction and
training. I grew excited in anticipation. Then I would participate in the yang
reception ceremony. Before I could even ask, Pearl said, "I can't explain or
even describe it. After your audience with Tsu, you will understand." To be
honest, I wasn't looking forward to the physical exercises. I'm really not much
into exercising. No one would ever accuse me of being skinny, but I'm not
grossly overweight and I'd had my share of boys at school looking at me with
obviously carnal thoughts. Even so, I'm what's called a "full-figured" girl,
especially in the hips, bottom and bust, and I hoped no one was going to try to
suddenly make me a size eight in a matter of hours. I needn't have worried. When
we got to the exercise room, instead of the typical gym equipment I was
expecting, Pearl led me to a simple massage table. Pearl told me to lie on the
table on my stomach, and another women came in and gave the most incredible
massage I'd ever had. Actually, it was the first massage I'd ever had, but it
was wonderful. When the masseuse massaged my buttocks, I got a bit tense, but it
passed quickly, and when she kneaded my breasts and thighs, it seemed so natural
that I didn't think twice about it. By the time she probed my labia, I was in
such a state of tranquillity that I eagerly accepted it as part of the
sensuality of the experience. I was totally at peace with my body. Every muscle
was utterly content. Then Pearl told me to go to level. As calm as I was, I
slipped in easily, my eyes already closed, my mind already in a state of bliss .
I vaguely felt the masseuse lifting my legs off the table. "Try to keep them
raised," she commanded. I held them in the air, then she continued, "Good. Now
spread them apart." Normally, I'd have been too shy to separate my thighs so
widely, but in my serenity, I was emboldened and I pulled my legs wide apart. I
shivered slightly as I felt the cool air on my labia. "Very nice," I heard the
masseuse say, "you already shows signs of receptivity. Now, keep your thighs
apart and touch your heels together." My thighs quivered and my buttocks
quivered against the table as my feet met, making me shiver. I realized that my
vagina was open and moist and I felt a trickle of liquid sliding down between my
buttocks. "Yes," she continued, "you're quite receptive. You'll have no trouble
with Tsu's preparations." "From this point forward," Pearl instructed, "relax
and keep at level as we prepare you for your meeting with Tsu." My greatest wish
was about to come true and it was hard to remain in control, but I concentrated
on my inner peace. Even so, I'd falter occasionally and my heart would begin to
race. I was led to another room where I was bathed and dried. My hair was
brushed and simply styled. I felt utterly pampered. Then I was taken to a small
room. The lighting was dim and diffuse. The only furniture was a single curved
chair without arms, closely facing each other. I was placed in it and the chair
slid backward, so my head was level with my upturned hips. Then the chair rose
until my head was slightly more than waist-level to Pearl. It was a surprisingly
restful position. I felt as if I was lying in the palm of a large soft hand with
my legs spread and dangling comfortably in the air. Then Pearl and the other
left and I was alone. I calmed myself and concentrated on my meditative state.
When one is at level, time has no meaning. After I was in the room alone for
minutes or hours or days, I slowly became aware of another presence. When he
began to speak, it was filled with such peace and love, it was as if we had been
talking intimately for years. "Are you comfortable, child?" "Yes, Guru Tsu." He
was standing next to me, his face smiling down at me. He seemed much younger
than I had expected. Instead of the sage elder I had envisioned, he was trim and
muscular. Like every other male I'd seen at the Common, his long penis stood
thick and rigid. Surprisingly, in retrospect, I didn't find that threatening in
the least. "Please, child, if you would, call me Tsu. Honorifics have no place
at the Common. We are all equals in our spirituality. "I hear and understand,
Tsu," I replied, falling into the ritual response. "I have followed your
progress with great interest," he said, his hand idly stroking my hair. "Your
teachers tell me you have great wisdom for one so young. This is why you have
been asked to join the Common. They believe you will accept the truth that is
about to be revealed to you. "But first, I would be honored if you would accept
from me a gift. A humble adornment, if you will. I should like to call you Roe,
and it would please me if you would take it as your name." He bowed slightly. "I
am honored to accept," I replied. "To you and to all, I am Roe." In the position
I was in, I couldn't return the bow, but I nodded my head. "Thank you," he said
softly, "I am blessed by your acceptance." He turned and walked slowly, moving
toward my legs. He said, in a louder voice. "Now, Roe, here is a puzzle. We are
spiritual beings." He paused. "That always were and always will be, perfect in
our spirituality," I finished. "Yet," he continued, "we inhabit physical bodies
within a physical world. Why is that?" "Our physical bodies, indeed, the
physical world is a manifestation of our spiritual beings," I replied. "Yes. But
if that is so, why is it that our physical bodies age and die?" "Age and
deterioration is a reflection of our imperfect understanding of our spiritual
nature." I almost allowed myself to indulge in a small sense of pride, but
instead I maintained level. "So we accept that death is evidence of the physical
world's imperfection. But then we must also accept that birth is also such
evidence." I thought for a second. "Yes," I decided. "In the environment of pure
enlightenment there is no death. Therefore there would be no birth." "So," he
said, "the agents of birth, the ovum and the sperm, are the result and exist
only because of our blindness to our true spirituality. "Yes," I agreed. He had
moved so that he was standing at my feet, facing me. "And that would also mean
that the abstractions of male and female, active and passive, yin and yang, are
also the consequence of the misunderstanding of our spirituality, is that
right?" I fell silent as I contemplated. Then I spoke. "No, Tsu, that is not
right. Yin and yang are perfect states, not bound by the physical. There is an
error in reason." He moved forward. "Your teachers spoke truth. You are wise
beyond your years." His hand rose to stroke my inner calve. "The error, Roe, is
in the initial fact and the unstated assumption. The unstated word. 'Merely.'
Our physical bodies are not 'merely' a manifestation of our spiritual beings.
They are essential to our journey, to our enlightenment." His eyes grew intense
as he stared into mine. "In disengaging the spiritual from the physical and
designating our actions as either only spiritual or physical, we are overwhelmed
with hunger while starving ourselves spiritually. Our spiritual beings need
nourishment. This sustenance manifests itself as the flow of essence from the
center outward. Conceptually, from the earth to the heavens. This is physically
manifest in the mating of male and female. "I need not tell you that, we, male
and female, have a physical need for coitus. This is borne from a spiritual need
for physical union, for the coupling of the male and female, to allow the flow
of spiritual essence from the earth, through the male, to the heaven, through
the female. This need is strong. You have noticed this, especially here, have
you not?" I nodded. I was beginning to struggle with maintaining level while his
hand was stroking my leg, his fingers moving slowing upward towards my thigh,,
but I was aware enough to believe I noticed a discrepancy. I waited to mention
it. "This need is the physical manifestation of our need for spiritual
nourishment. This nourishment is normally consumed via the physical charka. In
the male this is mundanely known as the prostate, in the female as the cervix.
Tsu must have noticed that I was having trouble staying at level. He stopped
stroking my leg and continued. "When confronted with this need to exchange
essence yet unable to connect with the spiritual flow and receive nourishment,
charkas, the male has no choice but to cannibalize his own life essence. This is
manifest as sperm. In the female it is manifest as the ovum." I was beginning to
understand the implication of his words. But the discrepancy bothered me. "Tsu,"
I interrupted, "the earth is traditionally represented as yin and the heavens as
yang, but you describe the flow reversed. The male, the active, passes essence
to the female, the passive." Tsu smiled. "This is the manifestation. This is the
cause of our starvation." He paused. I understood in a surge of enlightenment. I
cried, "My God, I see! The male is meant to be yin and the female is supposed to
be yang!" The import of the realization was startling. "Yes, Roe," Tsu said,
grinning, "You are, indeed, most perceptive. The male is unable to pass the
spiritual essence actively. He is the conduit and the female is the active
recipient. She must draw the essence from him." I eagerly nodded, excited at the
insight. "So that, with the male as the passive conduit and the female as the
active recipient, the direction of the spiritual flow is from yin to yang, the
degeneration of the couples' beingness is negated, the cycle of birth and death
is broken!." I began to shake. "Tsu, I understand! I understand!" In my
excitement, I had completely left my meditative state. I was beginning to babble
something about entropy when Tsu instantly broke through my agitation by
reaching out and placing his hand upon my pubic mound. The sudden intimate
contact made me gasp.
I looked down at his hand upon me, then looked up into his eyes. His gaze was
warm and strangely inviting. He said softly, "Do you also understand why you are
here, Roe?" My gaze fell from his eyes to his groin. His rigid penis was less
than an inch from my vagina, poised for entry. I felt myself becoming moist with
a carnal heat. Suddenly I understood perfectly. Yang reception. The female act
of actively receiving essence from the passive male. I lowered my eyes. "Yes,
Tsu," I whispered, "I believe I do." "Will you accept the truth and, so, the
responsibility? Will you follow the Way and prepare yourself for yang
reception?" I hesitated. It was a great leap of faith I was being asked to make.
My acceptance would mean I would take a man's penis into my virgin vagina and
receive his ejaculate. If the Way was not true, I would actually be taking sperm
into my ovulating womb. I was coming into the fertile time in my cycle. I'd
become pregnant. "Tsu," I said, my voice quivering slightly, "I am not perfect
in my belief. I have doubts. I am afraid of conceiving and bearing a child."
"Roe," Tsu said comfortingly, "you need but remember that it is not your beliefs
only that will control the reality. There is also your partner. Even if your
faith is weak and you cannot accept the male's spiritual offering, thus creating
the ovum within you, if your partner's faith is firm, there will be no sperm in
his seminal essence. There can be no impregnation, no conception, no
childbearing. Just as there will for you be no aging, no deterioration. No
death. And, without the aggression borne of frustration, a new age of peace and
love. You will be part of the vanguard that ushers in this new age for
humanity." No death. The vanguard of a new age. It had to be true. It was the
only truth that made sense. I confronted and banished my concerns. "Yes, Tsu," I
said resolutely. "I see and understand. I accept the responsibility. I accept
the Way." Tsu smiled. "You are devout as you are wise, Roe. I am honored to be
in the presence of one so firm in her faith." He bowed deeply. I shivered as I
felt his breath play upon my abdomen. Now that my faith was true, I was
overwhelmed with anticipation. My heart started to race. "Are--are you to
prepare me for the ceremony?" I asked, fighting to get back to level. "No, Roe.
You will prepare yourself. I cannot do so, for it would negate my yin. I can,
however, offer you guidance which you may choose to accept." I realized I'd
asked the wrong question. "Are you to be--my partner?" He placed his hands on my
hips. "For your initiate reception. If you should wish it so." His eyes rested
upon my breasts, which rose and fell with my quickening breath. My voice
trembled. "I--I d-do wish it so." He then bowed again and solemnly asked, "Do
you want to take my conduit within you, to draw from me the spiritual in
substance? Will you sup from my body to take nourishment for your soul?" I felt
each syllable flutter through my pubic hair and my labia began to quiver,
swelling with desire. I recognized the form and responded as clearly as my
gasping breath would allow. "I w-want to take your c-conduit with-- within me,
and d-draw from you the spiritual in substance. I will s-sup from your b-body to
t-take nourishment for my soul." I felt my wetness begin to run out from between
my throbbing labial folds. He rose and stood motionless between my legs. The
heat from his firm, thick penis, little more than millimeters from my vagina,
inflamed me. I was aching to take him into me, craving to fill myself with his
flesh. "Raise your legs and rest them upon my hips," Tsu said. I wrapped her
legs around him. His skin felt warm and rough against my soft thighs. I gasped
when I felt his penis touch me between my legs. Steeling myself, I clamped my
legs tightly onto Tsu's waist and dug my heels into his back, pulling myself
swiftly up off the chair and up into his groin. My body shuddered as I felt his
penis pressing tightly against my moist flesh only to slide downwards, running
along the cleft of my bottom to rest snugly between my buttocks. Tsu smiled down
at me as the soft globes of my bottom quivered against him. "No, Roe. You must
take care not to become too aggressive. You must simply open yourself and draw
me into you." I sighed passionately as I loosened my legs' tight grip on him and
lowered myself back onto the chair. He pulled out and away. Tsu continued
softly, "Take my penis in your hand and position the head at the entrance to
your vagina." I reached down and gingerly wrapped my fingers around the long,
firm shaft, already moist from its contact with my damp skin. I felt his blood
coursing through the warm velvety column. It throbbed against my palm, and my
eyes widened, my heart raced. For a instant I imagined this massive flesh inside
me, spurting sperm into my womb, inundating the egg floating deep inside me,
making it grow, making me pregnant. As fearful as I was at the danger of
carrying a child within me, the idea made me warm with desire. I put the vision
out of my mind and, my breath rasping, I pressed the bulbous head into the soft
folds of my labia. "Softly rub the tip up and down along the fold," Tsu said. I
did as he suggested. The sensation of the cushiony head sliding along the length
of my slick vaginal lips sent sparks of pleasure through me. I felt my moistness
trickling out of me, sliding down between the cleft of my buttocks. Tsu
whispered, "Your initiate reception must be achieved with as little aggression
as possible. You must open yourself gently and freely so your vaginal passage
can embrace the penis tightly against your physical charka, extract the seminal
secretions and take it within you with without force. Your vagina must expand
and blossom just as the petals of a flower open to welcome pollination. "As I
lean forward, place your hands on my shoulders. I will place my hands upon your
breasts to allow for the circular flow of energy between us." "Ahh," I gasped as
his fingers pressed onto my taut nipples. His touch sent shoots of fire down
through my body. "Yes," Tsu sighed, his breath becoming husky, "you can feel the
energy coursing, can you not?" "Hhh-y-yes," I rasped. "Now with your legs,
gently pull me towards you." As I did, I felt the warm head nestle snugly in my
labia. I began to moan softly. "Focus on your labial folds," Tsu breathed. "Feel
them bared and exposed, spreading and unfolding, growing moist as they open to
welcome in the seminal messenger." My lips fluttered and parted around the silky
tip and my moans grew louder as his penis began to slide into me. "Now
concentrate on your vaginal channel. Visualize it widening and expanding to
accommodate the thickness. Feel it growing slick with your welcoming fluids." I
felt myself becoming wetter, the liquid running through my trembling buttocks
and down my back, and I felt his warm flesh slowly sliding into my vagina. "Ohhh,"
I cried as I felt my labia close around the head as it passed into me. "Yes,"
Tsu hissed, "draw in it. Feel your vagina opening and widening, welcoming and
receiving." I felt myself growing more and more open as I accepted more and more
of his penis into me. I felt my vagina begin to ripple upon his hard flesh, my
labial lips caressing and embracing his shaft. Then I felt a pressure deep
within me as the progress of the fleshy column waned, then stopped. Tsu
whispered, "Just as in your spiritual training, effort is needed to pass the
barriers to enlightenment. Just as discarding false perceptions may bring
initial trauma, so too may advancing though the physical obstruction cause an
initial discomfort." My moans grew louder as Tsu's fingers began to stroke my
breasts. "These tender stimulations should assist in helping to reduce the
shock." My back arched and my breasts rose into his caresses. As he fondled my
aching nipples, my pelvis began to rock gently and the pressure of his firmness
upon my hymen increased. "Oh, oh, oh," I cried as the rutting of my hips
increased in intensity and the stress of his unyielding penis upon the membrane
blocking its entry rhythmically escalated. "Oh, oh-- Oh!!" The pressure suddenly
became a stab of pleasure-pain as the veil began to rupture. "Oh!!" My hips rose
up again and another delicious sting shot through me. My secretions flowed out
of me, trying in vain to ease the shock of my maidenhead being split and torn
away. "Aah!!" The sharp sensation washed over me again and I felt Tsu's thick
penis suddenly shift within me. "Aaagh!" Each roll of my pelvis brought another
sweet pang of pain and his manhood slid a bit deeper into my inflamed sheathe.
Then the sharpness of the pain ebbed and the long, stiff flesh continued its
descent into my depths. "The worst is passed, my little Roe," Tsu gasped, "Soon
you will hold my penis fully within your vagina. Soon you will begin to draw the
essence from my body, the nourishment you so crave to take and I so crave to
give." "Yes, Tsu," I moaned, "yes, I feel your presence inside me so intensely,
I-- Oh!!" "I felt his testicles suddenly pressing tightly upon my buttocks. At
the same time, deep within me, I felt the head of his penis touch the bottom of
my vagina. "Oh, Tsu," I cried, "it feels--it feels so good in me, so deep inside
me, I feel so--so--" "It is the pressure on your charka that gives you such
pleasure," Tsu explained in a husky voice. "The chakra, what you would call your
cervix, hungers for that which it knows is now within its reach. Feel how it
pulses against the head of the conduit." "Y-yes, I--I do," I groaned. "And feel
how my penis also pulses within you, the energy that surges through it, growing
and intensifying, building to explosive release." "Hh-yes, yes, I--I--" "You
must not let the energy remain restricted, Roe. When the essence is allowed to
stay seething with the male, it becomes infused with the active seed of his life
force. And when it is fully charged with his sperm, that is when he must
ejaculate, aggressively driving it into the female's womb, causing conception
and childbirth." Again my mind was overcome with the possibility of becoming
pregnant. I pictured my belly bulged out, grown fat with Tsu's child. As
pleasantly erotic as the image was, I knew that dwelling on it would make it so.
"Tsu," I moaned, my desire burning hot within me, "give me guidance so I may
drink of the essence within you. "You must begin gently, little Roe," Tsu
breathed. "Tighten your vaginal channel upon my penis." Concentrating through
the flames of passion that threatened to overwhelm me, I squeezed the muscles
deep with me, constricting my narrow passage, securing my grip on Tsu's thick
member. "Oooh," I squealed as I felt Tsu's penis twitch faintly inside me. "Feel
how my penis responds to your pressure. Squeeze again, then quickly relax, then
just as quickly squeeze again." I again compressed my vagina upon the firmness
within me and I thrilled at the sensation of his warm flesh filling me. I
loosened my grip and Tsu's penis sank further into me. I moaned as his pubic
bone stroked my clitoris and I shuddered at the sudden pressure of the shaft
pressing against my cervix. Reflexively, I quickly tightened my grip on his
manhood again and cried out as the staff brushed across the sensitive entrance
to my womb and my clitoris was again caressed by his warm flesh. Without
prompting I began to rhythmically tighten and relax my vaginal sheathe,
clutching and unclutching the presence so deeply lodged within me. I moaned
again and again as my clitoris and my cervix was simultaneously massaged over
and over, making the flames of ecstasy burn hotter and brighter inside me.
"Yes," Tsu moaned, his breath now quick and short, "let your body guide you now.
Follow where it leads." My muscular efforts had the effect of gently rolling my
hips up and down, causing the long, thick shaft to slide softly in and out of my
vagina. My labial lips fluttered against the slick moving flesh, pulling out as
the shaft slid out, sliding back as the column slipped back in to rub sensuously
against my cervix and grind its hairy base into my clitoris. My movements
gradually intensified as did my moans and soon I was grinding my pelvis into
Tsu's groin again and again. I was awash in passion, my heart racing, my belly
aflame. Suddenly I exploded. My body shuddered violently and I shrieked in
rapture as the orgasm broke and flashed through me, penetrating into my very
soul. My throat was filled with a long shriek and my vagina was spasming wildly
upon the source of my pleasure. My channel was still grasping and releasing, but
at a pace I could never have even initiated. much less have maintained, had I
tried. I felt the grip my vaginal walls ripple along the length of the shaft
within me, pulling at it, drawing it in deeper. Tsu's fingers tightened on my
breasts, sharply squeezing in rhythm with my vagina's rapid clenching upon his
thick flesh held tight and deep inside me. My hips rolled uncontrollably in time
with my spasms, making my clitoris glide rapidly up and down across his skin,
making the head of his penis prod at the narrow entrance of my cervix again and
again, causing another blaze of orgasmic rapture to wrack my body even before
the last one waned, causing the cycle to begin anew. His scrotum vibrated
against my bottom, only intensifying the spasms that burned into my very being.
My vagina pulled insistently at Tsu's penis, stroking it, sucking it, milking
it. My entire being was centered on one goal, one need, one insatiable craving:
to drink of his male essence. I ached to pull his masculine secretions into me,
to suck the perfect syrup out of his penis and take it all deep into my womb. My
sheathe clamped down on him feverishly and my pelvis rutted faster and faster as
my seething lust overpowered me. As I pulled and clutched violently at the flesh
rooted deep inside me, its head poked harder and more insistently into my
cervix. Again I felt myself opening and widening in accommodation, this time in
the deepest depths of my vagina. I felt the entrance to my womb expanding and
enlarging, adapting and conforming to the conduit I was pulling so deeply into
me, accepting the bearer of the sustenance I craved into my womb in preparation
to devour its life-giving nourishment. I crushed myself tighter and tighter
against Tsu's body and the tip of his long penis speared deeper and deeper into
my cervix. The welcoming orifice sucked at the soft head, urging it to release
its sweet gift, coaxing it to dispense its liquid bounty, imploring it to fill
me with his creamy essence. The burning passion within me was overpowering. My
pleading eyes focused on Tsu, who stood leaning over me in a state of bliss, his
eyes closed, his lips humming softly. Every muscle in my body strained in unison
to suck the rich nectar from the firm flesh I held tight and deep inside me. My
hips pulled, my vagina grabbed, my cervix licked and goaded. Then Tsu's entire
body tensed. I felt his penis suddenly expand, tightening the grasp of my
spasming vagina. Our eyes widened and locked as we gasped in unison.
Then my eyes rolled up into my head and I cried out as I felt the hard shaft
throb sharply against my tightly clenching channel. The first great pulse of his
delicious release surged deeply into my rapturously shuddering body. The molten
liquid charged into me, burning into the center of my soul, and my orgasm
flashed through me with renewed ferocity. My squeezing flesh sucked down the
long spurt, drawing the rich cream deep into my womb, setting my belly ablaze.
The spasm seemed to go on forever. But even as my tensing channel loosened its
mad grip, my cry rose as I felt the fiery lance inside me swelling up again. The
walls of my furrow spontaneously clamped down upon him again as he once more
jerked against my tightening flesh. Another thick jet of his essence streamed
into me and again my cervix lapped at the sumptuous elixir, sucking it in deep.
Again I released my tight grip, again the fullness inside me bloated and again I
squeezed out a long, thick spurt of the rich syrup from his quivering member,
taking it deep into my insatiable womb. Again I loosened, again he inflated and
again I sucked it in. And again. And again. Tsu's throbbing flesh pulsed over
and over inside me and I releasing gush after gush of his pearly essence,
flooding from the tip of his throbbing, pumping penis. My greedy vagina milked
the spurting shaft, voraciously drinking down every drop it pulled from the
now-moaning Tsu. The palpating tip, buried deep in my nursing cervix, fired each
virile load directly into my womb and I felt my belly growing full with his
silky discharge. My pelvis gyrated wetly against his groin, our meshing pubic
hair sodden and matted with the perspiration that streamed off my body, as my
vulva continued to suckle noisily at his staff. The liquid sound of his slick
pumping penis engulfed in my soaked seizing channel filled my ears. I felt
myself filled to overflowing, our mingled emissions bubbling and squishing out,
running between my buttocks and down my back. Tsu's penis eventually stopped
pulsing, but my voracious vagina wasn't satisfied. It continued to pull at the
softening flesh inside me and, just before I squeezed it completely out of my
grasp, I exploded in one final orgasm. Then my body slid back against the soft
cushion of the chair, still quivering. my breath raspy and quick. Tsu smiled
down at my sated body. He asked, "You are content?" I smiled back up at him,
"Oh, Tsu-- I never-- never realized it was so-- so--" "As it should be. When the
taking and giving of the essence is done for its true purpose, both parties feel
totally satisfied, totally fulfilled." Its true purpose. For a brief instant I
thought about the old purpose. I recalled the films they showed us in health
class. I pictured millions of tiny sperm rushing through the womb, swimming up
the fallopian tubes, surrounding and attacking the egg until one impregnated it.
I imagined that going on in my body. I immediately banished the thought. "You
are, indeed, a deft student, little Roe," Tsu told me. "You have innately
understood and have quickly mastered the technique of the yang. You will
participate in the afternoon ceremony and all thereafter. I must take my leave."
He bowed and kissed my abdomen, making my shiver return briefly. He then stood
erect and, as the lights in the room began to dim, he moved into the darkness at
one of the corner of the room. "Thank you, Tsu," I called after him. Again I lay
there for minutes or hours, alternating between meditation and sleep. Then Pearl
and the masseuse suddenly appeared on either side of me. As they began to help
me out of the chair, I noticed how sore I was between my legs. As I rose, I felt
some of the warm syrup I'd taken from Tsu sliding down my legs. For some reason,
losing even a drop saddened me and I tightened my thighs, trying to keep in all
in me, even though doing so was a bit painful. Pearl escorted me to lunch in the
same hall we'd had dinner the night before. We again ate with Undine and the
other new girl. Pearl told them I'd been to see Tsu and I'd be taking part in
the ceremony. Undine grinned. "Oh, you'll so love it! Isn't Tsu wonderful?" I
shivered, feeling Tsu's essence clinging to my thighs. The other new girl stared
down into her plate. "I took Tsu's instruction this morning, too," she sighed.
She looked up and smiled at me. "I am Faun," she said proudly. It was obviously
the name Tsu gave her. "I'd never felt so--so enraptured, so fulfilled. It's as
if I've found my purpose." "Yes," I cried, "that's it, that's the feeling
exactly!" "Well," smiled Pearl, "you'll be taking in a lot more purpose at the
yang reception." As we ate, Pearl and Undine chatted about the ceremony but must
I confess I didn't hear a lot of it. I really couldn't concentrate with the
wetness seeping out of me, coating my buttocks before pooling in the chair.. I
realized that Faun, too, had the same feeling between her legs. Again the
picture of a flood of Tsu's wiggly little sperm attacking and fertilizing my
defenseless egg came into my mind. Then I imagined Tsu's virile sperm in Faun's
womb, impregnating Faun's egg. I wondered which us he came to first this
morning. I wondered which of us had taken more of his sweet essence, which of us
had the more potent of his seed inside, which of us was more likely to be
pregnant with his child. I literally shook the thoughts from my head. And I
think I saw Faun's head shudder, too. We finished eating and I rose from my
chair. I looked down and, to my embarrassment, I'd left a puddle of Tsu's and my
combined juices. Pearl saw it, too. She dipped her fingers into the wetness,
then raised her hand to her lips. "Mmm," said Pearl as she licked her fingers.
She bent close to me and whispered, "I hope you're looking forward to this,
because I certainly am." Pearl and Undine took us to a part of the Common we'd
not seen before. They called it the Garden. Just before we passed through the
separation in the high hedges that seemed to surround it, Pearl said to me and
Faun, "Well, are we ready?" I nodded, a bit nervously. I wasn't sure what to
expect. "Don't worry, you'll be fine," soothed Pearl. She hugged me tight and
kissed me deeply. I kissed her back just as passionately. When we parted, her
eyes burned with passion. "Come on, now," she breathed and led us past the
hedges. We were in a large grassy area, along with about two dozen other women.
Some of them were standing about, others were positioning themselves onto the
dozen mats that were placed in rows on the grass. There were two pillows on each
mat, one much larger than the other. Pearl took me to one of the mats and
instructed me to sit on the high pillow. Undine told Faun to do the same on the
mat to the left of me. Pearl then had me lay back so my head was on the smaller
pillow and my buttocks were high up on the larger one. She parted my legs, told
me to go to level and whispered, "You'll know what to do." Then she gave me a
long, deep kiss while rubbing her fingers into my pubic mound. I was already
excited, but her touch made my desire burn even stronger and my hips began to
rut slightly. Next to me, I hear Faun moan, so I guessed Undine was massaging
her the same way. Too soon, she got up and moved out of my field of vision. Even
before I began to meditate, I heard rustling near the hedges. I lifted my head.
Coming single file into the Garden was Tsu followed by a number of men. They
were all young, fairly muscular and, most of all, incredibly sexually
attractive. All of them had massive erections jutting firmly from thick patches
of pubic hair and I immediately felt myself getting excited. I figured that
there was a male for each supine female. I wondered which one I'd be mated with.
I grew wetter when it occurred to me it might even be Tsu. In silence, each male
went to one of the mats. My breath grew rapid as I saw the man whose essence I
was about to take into me. He was an Asian, practically hairless and very well
built. He knelt before me, his hip pressing against my parted thighs. Either
Tsu's essence was still dripping profusely from me or I was lubricating
copiously from excitement, because when my thighs parted, fluid streamed from my
rocking vagina. The man moved closer and his rigid flesh poked at the tender
skin between my legs. I remembered the ethnic slurs about Asians all having
small penises from school and, although I never for a moment believed them, was
glad to finally see proof of the lie, even though it was only the second penis
I'd ever seen in real life. My breath grew quick and my heart raced in passion.
I reached down, took his long hard penis into my grip and quickly positioned
between the folds of my labia. Then, as he leaned over and his hands pressed
down upon my taut nipples, I threw my legs around his hips and swiftly pulled
him to me. I cried out as his stiffness filled me with a single rapid thrust,
his scrotum slapping tight against my bottom, the head of his penis nestling
tight upon my cervix. For an instant I stared at the stranger whose penis I
tightly held in my intimate, carnal embrace. Stunned by the fullness within me,
I was overwhelmed by the realization that a strange man's bare penis was buried
inside my unprotected vagina, its tip snug at the open entrance to my womb, with
no barrier whatsoever to stop him from planting his potent semen in me and
making me pregnant. My eyes widened in panic. Then Tsu's words filled my mind,
calming my soul, even as the handsome stranger's hands pressed against my
breasts, rekindling my passion. My vaginal muscles tightened upon the fleshy rod
and my pelvis pressed up into his groin, grinding my clitoris into the base of
his shaft. I immediately noticed that the penis lodged within me felt very
different than Tsu's. This one was longer, but not quite as thick. When I
clenched down on it, my clitoris scrubbed against him with a great deal of
friction. I moaned in pleasure at the sensation. Just as with Tsu, I
rhythmically squeezed at the presence inside me over and over. My hips rocked
back and forth, rubbing my clitoris against his thick pubic hair. It wasn't long
before my body responded on its own and my spasming vagina pulled and sucked at
his firm manhood as I cried out in orgasmic ecstasy. Before very long, his
groans echoed mine and his fingers dug into the soft flesh of my breasts. I
turned and looked at Faun, who was in the throes of her own orgasmic spasms. She
was squealing under a massively built man of African descent. Her hips were a
blur as her vagina pulled at her partner's penis, her eyes closed tight, her
face contorted in bliss. My attention returned to my own partner. His groans
were growing stronger and I suddenly felt his body begin to tighten against my
thighs. My own vaginal contractions intensified, sending the rapturous waves
cresting through my spasming body as his penis suddenly swelled up in its cramp
quarters. Shrieking, I felt the first long jet shoot hot and thick upon my
cervix as he spurted his essence into my devouring vagina. As he groaned and I
gasped, his throbbing shaft pumped his release again and again into me and my
thirsty womb sucked in every drop. Next to me, Faun and her partner was also
shrieking and grunting as her womb was filled with the essence. As soon as the
last of the warm spurts filled me, I heard Pearl at my ear, whispering, "You
must release him now." My body had other thoughts, though, and my vagina
continued to pull and suck at the drained font as my being continued to shudder
in orgasm. Pearl's hands were at my legs, gently unwrapping my legs from my
partner. "Let him go now, love," she said again. With a sigh, I reluctantly
relaxed my tight grip on the still-rigid penis and he slid free. He got up and
quickly moved to the mat of the woman to my right. His position between my legs
was immediately filled by the African who only moments before was in Faun's
tight channel. Gasping with insatiate desire and unexpected delight, I reached
down and lustfully grabbed the stiff penis, still dripping with Faun's
secretions, that stood stiffly erect below the tightly curled, wiry hair that
thickly covered his abdomen and chest. My legs flew up and pulled him to me as I
stuffed the head of the hard shaft into my quivering passage. This one was
immense! It was so much thicker than either Tsu's or the previous one's. I
increased the pressure of my heels on his back and I squealed as I felt my
vagina being stretched wide by the immensity of the huge shaft I tried to
envelope in my tight canal. My first attempt only managed to lodge the head of
his great penis inside me. Grunting, I dug in my heels and tightened my legs,
firmly pulling him to me. I howled as his mammoth spike ploughed further into
me. When his great penis was fully and firmly imbedded inside me and his huge
fluttering testicles was pressed tight between the globes of my buttocks, I was
immediately engulfed in waves of pleasure. The immensity of the presence I held
so deeply in me took me to a level of rapture I couldn't have imagined possible.
My back arched, driving my aching nipples up into his stroking hands. My vaginal
muscles clamped sharply onto the enormous staff seated snugly in my spasming
furrow and my hips ground desperately into him. I sucked intensely at the
monster in my possession. My entire being was centered on enticing, cajoling,
insisting, demanding. I craved his essence, hungered for it, and every muscle in
my body worked to satisfy my aching need. My pelvis hammered against him, making
his scrotum beat rapidly against my quivering buttocks. My labial lips clung to
his immense girth as it rocked in and out of my convulsing chamber. My vagina
squeezed and clutched, sucked and milked, nipped and bit at his penis, urgent in
its exquisite, wanton lust. I was rewarded by a long, low groan from my sweet
partner's lips, followed by a sudden arching of his back. Then I felt his shaft
bulging inside me and, incredibly, my orgasmic euphoria grew even more intense.
Again and again my spasming canal clamped fiercely down on his twitching column
as it blasted stream after stream of his syrupy essence forcefully through my
cervix, filling my womb. Even after I had taken every drop he had to give, I
shook with orgasm three more times upon the great presence inside me before it
grew limp and slid from my grasping vagina. As the waves of my last rapture
waned, my entire body grew limp, my legs falling from my sweet partner's hips,
sprawling widely parted on either side of him. My breasts' intense heaving
abated as my breath slowed, my heart's rapid beating returned to normal and I
was enveloped with a sense of utter peace and satisfaction intruded only by the
void I felt inside me left when the immense presence I'd become accustomed to
was withdrawn from my still quivering chasm. As the second of my two partners
for the yang reception rose from the mat, I felt the source of my satisfaction,
the liquid essence I'd taken from the two of them, begin to ooze thickly from
between my splayed vaginal lips. Even before the creamy discharge has a chance
to slide into the crevice between my buttocks, I felt a presence again between
my thighs. I suddenly gasped at the feeling of a warm, wet caress upon my labia.
I raised my head to see Pearl's bobbing head between my legs, then my neck
stiffened and my back arched as her tongue lapped up the fluids dribbling out of
me, sliding along my trembling labial lips Her caressing tongue slid into my
open vagina and she drank deeply of the essence within, making me moan with
pleasure. As her curling tongue licked at my vaginal walls, her nibbling lips
fluttered on my excited clitoris, igniting my passions yet again. My breasts
again rocked wildly as my breath grew quick and short and my voice again rose in
a long, guttural wail as my desire broke and my body shook in still another
intense orgasm. My bottom rose from the pillow as I thrust my vulva up into her
active mouth, luxuriating in the rapture of passively receiving the divine
pleasure of her lips fondling my clitoris, her tongue stroking deeply in my
vagina. As I finally came down from the last of my seeming endless series of
orgasms, Pearl's head came up from between my legs. She pulled at my arms and
made me sit upright, then, together on the mat, we hugged. She whispered in my
ear, "The last is part of the ceremony so that none of the essence is wasted.
But I think it's the best part, don't you?" As we rose from the mat, Pearl said,
"So, now you know. Now you understand. It is what you expected?" I was still
shaky from the exertions of the afternoon and I leaned against her for support.
Her hand cupped my breast and I shivered at her touch. Certainly, none of this
was what I expected when I first got off the plane. The ceremony would have been
incomprehensible to me even only a hours ago. Then I was a chaste virgin. Now I
was a woman who, to the mundane world, had just had unprotected sex at the most
fertile point of my cycle with three different men, one of whom, a man almost
old enough to be my father, I'd willingly given my virginity. In the world I'd
come from, this would have been obscene, a mad abomination. But this was not the
mundane world. This was a world that heralded the beginning of a new spiritual
awakening. And for the natives of this new world, a entirely new Way was
essential.
"I am blessed to be allowed to give life to Tsu's teachings," I told Pearl as we
walked from the Garden. "I've never felt so content and fulfilled in my life."
Pearl smiled. "It gets better. Now, you and Faun go back to your quarters and
rest. Undine and I will meet you at dinner. After that, of course, is the
evening ceremony. Faun and I wobbled back to the housing quarters, leaning on
each other for support. She was just as exhausted and sore as I was. When we got
to my room, she was too beat to go the extra few feet to her room, so together
we fell onto my bed. "Oh, God, Roe," Faun groaned, "I'm getting your bed all
wet. I'm still dripping." "So am I," I sighed. "I still can't believe I just had
three different men come inside me." "Neither can I. And I can't believe how
good it felt!" I rolled over and looked at her. I squealed, "Wasn't it
exquisite? Did you ever imagine anything could feel that wonderful?" Faun
shivered. "It's just so incredible. I've always wondered what it would be like,
but I never imagined it could be so--so--" "I know. Words are so inadequate." I
found myself staring at her pubic mound. Her legs were spread and I could see
the slow trickle of fluid that dripped from her. Impulsively, I reached over and
dipped my finger into the dampness running from her. "Ooh," she murmured,
looking down at my hand as I ran it along her moist labia. I pulled my hand
away. "I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed. "I don't know why I--" "Don't be sorry,"
Faun breathed. "It felt nice. See?" She ran her hand along my bottom and then
downwards, sliding her fingers along my labial lips. She her fingertips dipped
between them, rubbing tenderly toward my clitoris. She smiled when she touched
the delicate nub and saw my buttocks shiver. As she continued to gently stroke
my clitoris, my eyes were fixed on the slowly oozing fluid that ran from her
vulva. Without thinking, I slid forward between her open thighs and, lowering my
head, pressed my tongue between the soft folds. As she moaned in response, I
lapped at the dripping syrup. Her petting fingers became more insistent. Then
she pulled herself over to me and, moving herself and me onto our sides, she
slipped her own tongue up and down my swollen crevice, drinking the silvery
fluids that ran from me in greater and greater quantities. As she licked, she
moaned into my vagina and I felt it vibrate through my body, just as I knew she
felt my cries within her. When we orgasmed together as one entity, our movements
carried us up and down from one crest to the next. We spent the rest of the
afternoon caressing and pleasuring each other until we slipped into a light
slumber. We slept in each other's arms until Pearl and Undine, knowing we'd
probably be napping, came to fetch us for dinner. I awoke to see Pearl smiling
down at me. "We weren't sure if we'd find Faun in her or you in her room, but we
figured you'd be together," she said as I untangled myself from Faun. "C'mon,
you two must be starving." "And," Undine said, "you'll need your energy for the
evening ceremony." After dinner, we all went back to the Garden. This time, my
first partner was a young blonde boy who didn't look over sixteen. I had a hard
time concentrating, though, I couldn't help but notice that Faun's was mating
was with Tsu. She got so excited that she began shrieking. I closed my eyes and
imagined that it was Tsu's penis inside me. I think the visualization helped my
performance. My hips bucked into my partner's groin and my vagina clamped like a
vise on his thick flesh. It didn't take long for me to suck the semen from his
shaft, but when his fluids began to flow, it went on forever. His sweet cream
just spurted and spurted out of him, quickly filling me, then pouring out and
thickly coating my buttocks before dripping in a great pool under my bottom and
back. He pulled out of my spasming vagina and I groaned at the loss, but to my
delight I looked up to see Tsu's beaming face smiling gently down at me. I
wasted no time in wrapping my legs around him and driving his incredible penis
into my hungry sheath. His familiar flesh felt warm and full within me and, just
as Faun did, I cried out over and over, pounding my hips into him as my
clenching vagina pulled and sucked at his delicious member. I knew I pleased him
because his hands clutched intensely at my breasts and he howled when I fiercely
milked the syrup from him. I sucked it into me so intensely and so deeply that
I'd have sworn I felt it filling my fallopian tubes. After I'd sucked him dry, I
must have fainted because I don't remember him withdrawing. All I knew was that
I was engulfed with the feeling of total joy and peace. Then I felt tender
fingers parting my labia and a licking tongue scooping out the excess semen from
my vagina. Pearl's wonderful mouth felt different from the last time, though.
With great effort, I raised my head and looked down to fine Undine between my
legs. Her eyes met mine and then, with a delicious nibble of her teeth upon my
clitoris, my head snapped back onto the pillow and my hips beat into her mouth
as I shook in orgasm. After the ceremony, Faun and I went back to our rooms,
excitedly sharing our experiences when we coupled with Tsu. We fell asleep with
our head between each other's legs, the sweet taste of Tsu on our lips. Every
morning we woke in each others arms and prepared for the morning ceremony. Every
afternoon we participated, and every evening, too. We lived in carnal ecstasy, a
perpetual state of bliss. I grew to love the feeling of fullness within me, grew
to feel less than whole when I wasn't in possession of one of the penises of the
many males of the Common. Every night I fell asleep with the salty taste of
essence on my tongue, stolen from Faun's vagina. After I'd been at the Common a
month, I realized that my period hadn't come. I suddenly became worried. Could
Tsu's teachings be wrong? Could all of the semen I'd been taking into me
actually have gotten me pregnant? Could I have a baby growing in me? I confided
my fears with Faun. She told me she was having the same fears, because her
period was a week late, too. She was afraid she was pregnant, too. Her biggest
worry was that, with all the different men she'd taken semen from, she couldn't
have any idea who the father of her baby was. We confronted Pearl and Undine
with our concerns. Pearl smiled and assured us that we weren't pregnant. Undine
told us that it'd be best if Tsu explained why we weren't menstruating. They
arranged for each of us to speak with him in private. "No, little Roe," Tsu
laughed. I was in the same oddly curved chair that I sat in when I first met
with him. Tsu was between my legs and I held his penis tightly within me, my
vagina spasming and sucking at it. "You are not pregnant. Now that your charka
is ingesting the pure essence of physical spirituality, your womb is no longer
preparing itself for the creation of life. That, like pregnancy, was a
manifestation of imperfection, as was your menstruations. Now that you've
attained enlightenment, in body as well as in mind, you've left such
imperfections behind." "I--I s-see," I gasped, my pelvis rolling against his
abdomen. He pressed his hands down onto my belly, his fingers intertwining into
my pubic hair. "Here, now, you are filled with the perfection of spiritual life,
not the imperfection of the cycle of death and birth." I shuddered as the waves
of my orgasms swelled higher. His hands rose to my breasts and his fingers
nipped at my thick, tight nipples, sending shoots of electric ecstasy through my
body. My bottom rose off the chair as every part of my being labored to extract
his precious essence. "See-- how your body works-- to attains its need," Tsu
moaned, his voice low and harsh, "it-- would not crave-- what would do it harm.
Would it-- little Roe?" I could only grunt in reply, "Uhh! Uhh! Uhh! Ohhh!!" His
thick flesh began to jump and twitch inside me, flooding my womb with his sweet
release. After the audience, I went back to my room. I was a bit embarrassed at
my lack of faith, but now I was confident that Tsu's words were filled with
truth. It was the last time my trust in him ever waned. I was sitting on the bed
when Faun came in. Grinning, I asked, "Feeling better, now?" "Oh, Roe," she
sighed, falling onto the bed next to me, "how could we have ever doubted him?" I
comforted her with my lapping tongue, sucking Tsu's essence from her still
splayed receptacle. She responded in kind. Faun and I settled in to our new
lives the Common, our existence dedicated to perpetual orgasmic carnality.
Practically every waking moment was devoted to the yang reception, either in
spiritual meditation and preparation or in the physical act. My life couldn't
have been more delightful. The only problem was that, not long after my calming
meeting with Tsu, I was getting nauseous a lot. The doctor at the clinic took a
bunch of tests and she finally told me it was nothing, just a minor side effect
of ingesting so much essence into my chakra. Evidently, my body was retaining
essence instead of allowing it to flow through me. She examined me and said that
it would pass with practice. I grew familiar with the subtle differences among
the men that lived in the Commons. Each one was different. Some penises were
longer, some were thicker, but each one felt unique inside me and I clutched and
pulled at each one in a different way. I learned the signals that each one gave
just before they released their essence into me. Some would began to grunt
really loudly. Some wouldn't make any noise at all, but would just tighten their
eyes. One thing is for sure, though. Each and every one of them had penises long
enough to reach deep into me and press tight against my cervix, so when I sucked
the essence from them, it jetted right into my womb, no matter how much or how
little they expressed their erotic pleasure, no matter how much or how little
they jerked and twitched inside me. Right after my nausea went away, I began to
notice that my breasts were getting more sensitive. Sometimes during the
ceremony, my partner's caressing hands would drive me to new heights of orgasm.
Other times I'd have to push his hands away because my breasts were so sensitive
they'd begin to hurt. I saw that my nipples were growing darker and the veins in
the skin were beginning to show. My breast were actually beginning to get bigger
and heavier. Faun's breasts were growing, too. When I finally told her what I
was seeing, she thanked me for saying something, because she thought she was
going crazy. Again we checked with the doctor and again we were told it was a
side effect of the essence. We were retaining it in our breasts, which was why
they were growing dark and full. The doctor did a pelvic exam and took some
tests. When she was done, she smiled and she told us we could expect essence
retention in another part of our bodies, too. Sure enough, just after I'd been
at the Common for a little over four months, I realized that I was growing fat,
and by my five-month anniversary, my belly was clearly beginning to show a
prominent bulge outward, plainly announcing to the world the outcome of my
actively taking the semen of literally dozens of different men into my womb
three times a day since my arrival. I got a bit concerned. Not about whether or
not I was pregnant with a baby inside me. I knew that wasn't the case. I was
wondering why we were holding the essence inside us, why it wasn't flowing to
the heavens as it should. Month after month I grew fatter and fatter. I could
tell the essence inside me needed to be released because I could feel it moving
about as it if was trying to get out. But it wouldn't flow; it just stayed
inside me and filled my belly, making it swell until it looked like I was
carrying a basketball inside me. It became harder and harder just to walk and I
had to bend backward to adjust to my extra weight. My breasts had swollen up,
too, so I felt utterly bloated all the time. It wasn't just me. Faun's belly was
full and distended, too. In fact, all the girls who took part in the ceremony
were retaining essence. For some of them it was just a little swelling in the
abdomen, but most of us were fat and growing, the bloating showing no sign of
ever slowing, much less stopping. For all the world, we all looked very, very
pregnant. Sometimes one of us would lose faith and start crying and wailing
about carrying a fatherless child inside her, but we'd calm her down. The ritual
ceremonies went on as usual. We'd all take the men's willing penises into our
now-gaping vaginal passages and clutch and suck at them until they'd pour still
more essence into our over-stuffed wombs. Our conditions didn't get in the way
too much, but getting up and down from the floor was almost humorous. After the
ceremony, trying to get up we all looked like a bunch of bugs stuck on our
backs. It was actually in the middle of a yang reception that I felt the first
sharp pain. It took my breath away, as well as my partner's, because I
practically ripped his penis off. Pearl realized what was happening and she got
me to the infirmary in time. At first I thought that the essence was finally
draining. I was just surprised that returning the spirituality to the heavens
was proving to be so painful. It wasn't until they put the baby in my arms that
I realized I'd just given birth to my son. Tsu explained it. Somewhere in the
previous nine months, my faith had faltered at the same time as one of the
males, and the baby was conceived then and there. There was really no way to
tell who the father was, or even when the conception took place. It could even
have only a month or so ago since the stored essence would have matured the
fertilized egg quite rapidly. The only thing to do, Tsu said, was to try again,
this time with greater resolve. So I have. Over and over. The results haven't
been what I've hoped. I've given birth four times so far, but I know that sooner
or later my faith will be perfected. Like anything else, it just takes practice.
It's the least I can do. After all, I owe my life to Guru Tsu.
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